"Let's Just Play" or "Ridding the world of dihydrogen monoxide"

I'm listening to "Good Vibrations" by the Beach Boys. I just need to emphasize here how good the Beach Boys are.

Also, the latest episode of "Weeds" is still going strong. I love that show.

I figured out what I wanted to do for my sociology project - censorship. It's perfect.
For my global conflict presentation in communications, I want to do holocausts. I think.'
I want to also (this is a to-do-list) read 'Death and Denial" by Ernest Becker, and see the documentary that was influenced by that book. "Flight from Death: the Quest for Immortality" is the name of the movie. Then I'll tie in this ideas into my literature paper.

I was just thinking about joing a hippie commune in Northern California (like "Vineland"). I really need to see Northern California. I've also been thinking about taking spanish as my language here, and going down below the border and hang out there for awihle. Maybe write a book, or an interesting film treatment. That would be pretty exciting. I really want to study abroad, and I just can't wait to get out of college.

I'm so unbelievably tired, and I have a lot to do tomorrow before class. I was so full of aspirations tonight. I had a lot of highs and lows today. I don't really know, but I've been thing so much about everything in my life right now. It seems like the pathway is there, but I'm not sure about the future at all. I have no idea what's going on. I'm just going to school because that's what people do. I decided I wanted to be a filmmaker in the mold of Woody Allen or Stanley Kubrick (George Lucas, too, soft spot). If I had the right state of mind, I would just go off to California and become a filmmaker NOW while I was still young. Learn the trade by being an editor, cinematographer's assistant, AD. A smart person would do that rather than go to college, but I really need a degree in this world. Besides, my parents have really done everything to get me here, so actually bowing out early would really disappoint them. IT's best I get a degree anyway.

I want a house on Torch Lake, where I could teach at a nearby Traverse City university. And I would have my own vineyard up there, write books/films at my lake house on Torch, and teach part time at the local university. Classes like film courses, writing courses, and literature. This would be my dream life. I want it to happen. I'm taking spanish so I can understand my workers. Okay, that was racist.

I'm going to bed now. Hopefully, this entry (who reads this anyways?) wasn't too much of a to-do-list for my life. I really just want to do some good writing here, and make an excellent student film that gets into festivals. Do some world traveling, and then come back and start my production house/vineyard and live my life as an self-educated entrepeneur, and talented auteur/author. That's an interesting pairing of words. The french is so close to "author" that it's amazing. That statement may have sounded stupid, but I don't know French at all. I really want to work at a bookstore. I'm going to find one tomorrow in G.R. And I'll just work weekends a few hours so that I can have a job I actually love. A place I can actually hang out, drink coffee (starbucks, I miss you), and talk about books/films. That would be a nice college job. I want to write a brilliant student film. That's what I want to do the most. I can do that on this computer. I love my iBook so much. It's the perfect tool for writing. I get shit done on this, and I could just sit here and write on it all night. Actually, I'm laying down in bed. YeAH, laptops are the shit.

OH, one more thing about this weekend. Friday evening has several routes that it could take. But, then I remembered my cousin was coming this weekend, so I can't leave at all. I think she's going to Central Saturday, and I'll probably go with her. I'm going to call her tomorrow. I have to make a lot of decisions about this weekend. I just made it. That's what I'm doing. I gotta make some calls tomorrow.